Im sorry im sorry ive been so stupid to all of you people i love you i truly do im sorry im cant do this anymore, please stop it please, im sorry to everyone, sorry ruby, sorry hanaby, sorry to everyone who has loved me please forgive me for my actions tonight, as im writting this im considering doing it right now but I wont till im finished. Im sorry for everything to ruby you tried your best you tried, im thankful for every second of it, to the rest of the pile who drove me to this. I hope your happy, my family doesnt love me, my condition wont save me and I myself hate everything about me. Every detail, please forgive me. I am doing this as my last quest for spawn. For the lords to see me finally, at last. Thank you for your help, thank you for everything lord, thank you for your guidance. thank the prophet and thank everyone who did this. I am atlast in peace. Have a great life, Be at peace and remember. Life gets better. Intill your give up.